Wednesday, April 29, 2009

12 Weeks

Braedyn,

Today you are officially 12 weeks old. I know that does not sound like a lot, but trust me when I say, I cannot believe you are already almost 3 months! It is crazy to me that you have been out of me for that long already. We have had so much fun together lately. You are laughing and smiling at me ALL the time (because you do have the funniest mommy in the world). And you are sleeping pretty well at night. Yesterday we had you on your changing table, for some reason your calming place, and daddy kept giving me kisses. You just were smiling and laughing and it was one of the most precious moments. I'm in love with you! Thank you again and again for coming into my world.

On a side note...your daddy and I just got Wii. It's quite fun and we're quite addicted to it already. I did the Wii fit today, and according to it, I need to lose 22 pounds to be at my ideal BMI, and I want to do that in 3 months. That means I have to lost something like 3 or more pounds a week. I wish I could say this Wii fit guy was wrong, unfortunately it's exactly right. Too bad I love to eat!

Love,

Mommy

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Sleep

My Darling Braedyn,

Last night you officially "slept through the night." By sleeping through the night I mean you slept from 12 a.m.-6 a.m. It was very exciting. I woke up at 5 thinking I slept through a feeding, and then even went to check in on you because I thought something happened to you. This is why camera monitors were invented, we need to invest in one. But I was happy to find out that you were just sound asleep. What an accomplishment, if you could only repeat this every night!

I had high hopes on you napping today, however they were quickly crushed as you did not want to sleep at all and just wanted to cry! That was not fun.

Tomorrow we are going to venture up to the suburbs to see a friend I haven't seen in 10 years. She was my very first friend when we moved from Deerfield to Arlington Heights. I'm so excited!

Here's hoping to sleeping through the night!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

10 Weeks

My Dear Baby Girl,

Today you are 10 weeks old and I can't believe it. You have officially survived your first Passover, which was lovely and everyone oohed and aahed over you (as they should). You have started to be more alert for longer periods of time now and you and I just stare into each other's eyes for minutes on end. I am having so much fun with you and am so sad that in 2 1/2 short weeks our daily time together will be coming to an end, as I will have to return to work. I am sad for this day to come. At first, and I'm sorry to admit this, I was sort of looking forward to going back to work because it was such an adjustment. But we have come to learn from one another and I love you so much that I don't want to leave you. You make me smile and laugh and even when you're sleeping in my arms I just stare at you. I am in awe of you. I can't believe I made you.

I love you more than you will ever know.

Your mommy

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

2 Month Check-Up

Dear Braedyn,

Yesterday you had your 2 month check-up. Two months! The doctor said you were perfect, that's right, she said perfect! You weighed in at 10.8 lbs and were 22.5 inches long (I think you're longer than that according to your centipede, but what do I know). And you had to get shots :(, but you did wonderful. Yes, you cried, but I often want to when I get shots too. You did wonderful.

After spending a long weekend in the suburbs we also came home yesterday. It's truly amazing how much better you sleep at home in the comfort of your surroundings than you do out. You're just like your mommy.

As well, your daddy came home after a long weekend away. It's so great to have him back, though we didn't get to spend much time with him, you were sleeping and I was was sick. As well, he's busy looking for a job. Unfortunately this tough economy has hit us too. You will come to learn, in your not so distant future, that this time you were born in is the worst time for our economy since the Great Depression in the late 20's and 30's (1920's and 1930's that is). Your daddy is trying extremely hard to find an amazing job that will help us as a family, and I have no doubt he will. You are so lucky to have a daddy like him. He's truly amazing.

Tomorrow marks the first night of Passover. It's the Jewish holiday we celebrate for 7 days by not eating any leavened bread and instead eat this nasty cardboard tasting stuff called matzo. It's a special holiday, one that is too long to write about and you will learn all about someday. Also, all of your extended family is coming in. It's exciting because you haven't met them yet! It'll be fun, but hectic.

I am also proud to announce to you that you are going to be a cousin! Your Auntie Marisa is expecting a baby October 22! Congrats Auntie Marisa, you're an amazing mom to Max and Josie and you'll continue to be to new baby Mandrea!

Love,

Mommy

Friday, April 3, 2009

Suburbia

This weekend I am speding it up in suburbia with the p's. The hubby has gone out of town to a cousin's wedding in California and I just didn't want to be home alone in the tiny little condo, so here I am. Honestly, I thought I'd be more relaxed. I thought I'd come out here catch up on working out and allowing everyone here to take care of Braedyn and allow me to sleep a bit. I was wrong. Braedyn doesn't want to nap here because her now favorite swing is not here so we go for car rides, which in turn makes her tired and crabby and makes me tired and crabby. As well, my sciatica is acting up again which annoys me because I really want to start hard core working out. I know I just had a baby (8 weeks ago), but when is this weight going to come off?! I mean I am trying on sizes 3 to 4 times bigger than before. Which makes me just not want to buy anything because it's so depressing, yet I completely sick of wearing either comfy pants or maternity jeans. I feel like I'm back to my freshman year of college, and we all know how I looked (not cute).

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!